RIP AALIYAH

not me

you’re so much and i’m only a little

i was on the beach and this song played and i lost alot of parts of me that night, hoping youd notice.

you didnt but its okay becus you told me i can sing even though i know i cant

i hope you liked this. i figured if ill never sing to you, at least you can hear this and think about whether or not i had you in mind when the words left my mouth and i hit record.

be easy. 

I didn’t write this. @smxlls118 did.

I didn’t write this. @smxlls118 did.

loverboy° written by @WhiskeyyJohn and myself + The Bitter Pill EP + some songs from Shadow Moses. All in one file. For you.

loverboy° written by @WhiskeyyJohn and myself + The Bitter Pill EP + some songs from Shadow Moses. All in one file. For you.

cum girl im trynna get ya pussy wet

work that clit, cum girl

The beach took a lot out of me.

The beach took a lot out of me.

Anonymous asked: Mofo lookin like Benicio Del Toro

Lmfaoo I wish, that’s a handsome man !!!

wet hair and gray walls.

wet hair and gray walls.

Anonymous asked: Ily

i know

Anonymous asked: You good bro?

im not anon

i hate sluts and whores and bitches and skanks and floozies and women in general

i cant really put my finger on it

i dont know why

all i know is that things would be alot simpler if i could be truly alone

forever

just sitting somewhere or standing or looking at something nice while everyone else on earth died

the girls i loved, the girl i love, the people i love, the friends and family

i dont care anymore

im sure this is temporary

as temporary as by the time i see them all tonight ill feel better

but

i just want everyone dead sometimes

i wanna be alone. i wanna be the only human breathing.

i dont wanna wait anymore, or live through the pain of the things crashing down on me

it wont go away until i do something about it.

i wanna die but im afraid of what happens after i do it.

i almost did. a couple of times. i wanted to.

this lust for life i was born with wanes and fades, its burnt out after these past couple of months.

i dont wanna live anymore and i wish i was as courageous as the people who have ended their lives, to end mine.

i hate all of this shit.